Hair change! Hair Care!


Last time you all seen, I had really bright pink hair and I have changed it twice since then. I feel the need to show pictures and write my experiences in doing so. I am a natural red head, my hair is in perfect condition no matter the amount of harsh chemicals I use on it because I take damn good care of my hair.I will let you know some of my secrets. As I have blogged prior to this I used Color Jamz: Bubble Head Pink, to get the Pink after I pre-lightened it to a light blonde. I of course dried my hair first them applied the dye with a dye brush, and covered with a bag to hold the head in [or use a shower cap]. I applied heat for 30 minutes without breaks for the extreme pink, long lasting hair.

About a week ago I decided I was done with the pink for awhile, I had pink hair for about three months by this time. I decided I wanted to go back Dark Brown for awhile a color I kept my hair alot. So my husband took me out to get some dye and because my hair was so light we got Revlon Color Silk: Soft black, which by the way back fired on me and came out a midnight black instead. I kept my bangs pink though. But I have used Revlon alot with my hair and never had such horrible results. It kept washing out and didnt tend to want to stick not to mention I really wasn't into the pink bangs. I also missed my colored hair. I was a nice change of pace and far more respectable for the funeral I went to during the time of having my hair that color.

Next on my list was Teal! I used Beyond The Zone Color Jamz: Tripped Up Terquois, but of course I am getting ahead of myself. I had to re-bleach my hair from the black, after 5-10 minutes of having the bleach on my hair it was back to bright pink, which is where the hard part came, I applied a second coat of bleach to my hair this time the blue bleach to act as a toner and left on for what I believe was 30-45 minutes with no head and a bag over it to help. Once I washed my hair I used a toner where as some pink didn't come out I thought that would be ok because it would have a purple look in those spots [it didn't]. I had to dye my hair three times with this color in this brand. applying heat every time. The first time reading directions and applying heat for 20 minutes then washing out, only the tips took. The second time after blow drying my hair and letting it cool I tried again, applying heat every ten minuted for five minutes each time, lasting 30 minutes in length. roots and tips took. Finally I tried again leaving dye on for two hours blow drying ever 10 minutes in between drying for 15 minutes each time, with bag on to hold in heat and finally it set. FINALLY!!!! I tell you this was not the best but it will due next time I will be trying the Ion Brand of dark blue and an accent color of course! I also done my eyebrows all three times [pink, black and teal] to match!


  • I was my hair every 2-3 days because the natural oils are good for your hair, and it takes forever for my hair to get the perfect amount of oils.
  • I only bleach and or dye my hair after at least 24 hours of last washing it, or till my natural oils set in.
  • I only apply heat to my hair if it is a must, for dying my hair or going somewhere important to where it needs to be straight.
  • I wash my hair with egg at least twice a month, leave it on till the egg seems dry.
  • If my hair is brassy during washes I add blue food color to my shampoo, If it needs to be darker I add  green food coloring to my shampoo. 
  • I tend to use Placenta Conditioner from time to time if my hair even shows a sign of damage! [I will sit with it in my hair for 30 minutes to an hour before I was it out.] 
  • I always keep the split ends trimmed and I thin my hair during the summer to keep it from being so hot on my neck when I leave it down!


Re-gauging after ripping!


Back in 2009 I was at 1" with my gauges, it was my goal! It took me so long to get to an inch due to me spiritually gauging my ears. I went to jail for the first time in April of 2009 and they, of course, made me take out my gauges, which btw pissed me off more then anything. Come to find out you have a choice in taking them out. It's ither take them out or spend time in solitary. [which I decided to do for my lip rings btw]. My ears closed up to a 0 gauge within the time I was in there.  [Proof that 1" gauges can heal up] Within 2 days of being released I was back at 1", I refused to give them up. It was fine for me to do without ripping them due to me messaging them with oils to keep them healthy. However due to my anger towards someone and not wanting to hurt them I took it out on myself. In turn I ripped one of my gauges out of my ears, soon after [and I mean soon after, like 10 minutes] I found myself regretting it. Not because it hurt, oh no, but because I had waited so long to get to my goal. My ear was bleeding on and off for weeks, but I didn't care. Because I missed them so much I went and Pierced my silicon gauges to my ears to keep them in. Four piercings on each side of the ear. I had plans to sew my ears back together once I could get them to where I needed them. I never made it to that point before my anger got the best of me and I ripped the other out and also pierced it to my gauge. After about two weeks of them like that I gave up and decided to just gauge my second hole to an inch.  
This picture here shows where I had pierced my ear to the gauge and held it there with a small 20g ear ring. [before any of you decided to comment I realize there are problems with me and the way I do things in your eyes, but i don't care.]I held off on gauging for about a year. My second hole was already at a 10g. 


Now it's 2012 and my ears are at 1/2" I plan to have my ears back at 1" by October of this year! My ear's are gauging faster then ever by themselves!! Every time I buy the next size and put them in, my ears are already at that size! I will be documenting this gauging process threw out my blog because people always say things i have been able to prove wrong such as: "your ears wont grow back up from and inch", or " you have no lob you wont be able to go that far". First off, I really didn't have any lob prior to gauging to an inch the first time and I done it with no trouble at all and I would have kept going if my anger didn't get the best of me. Now that I ripped them out and I have no lob yet again people think I cant do it, the only trouble that I am having at this point is because of the way I kept stretching my lob to keep it pierced to my gauge causes my right ear to be hard to gauge. [that is the first one I ripped out, so it was pierced to the gauge for the longest.] Even though I stretched them even after they were out that have grown to were if I had sewn them back together I could fit about a 0 or a 00 in my ear. You can see in the picture my ears today with the 1/2" gauges in my ears and where I ripped my inches out! I have found my new pair of 1" gauges that are my goal at this moment, I will be going further then an inch but I had to set a goal for myself! If you want your ears gauged and you think you cant of maybe yours ripped out on their own, or you may have done it like I did, YOU CAN DO IT! DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!!!!

Please Viewers: Do not try this at home, do not get so angry that you feel the need to harm yourself like I did. Most of all respect your piercings and tattoos! they are your art, and your body is your canvas! 



Want Free Item's Threw The Mail Or Local Pick Up?

Would you like item's threw the mail for free, or maybe to pick them up near you? Do you have items you wouldn't mind "trading" so to speak for things you really want? All because I love to tell my viewer's how to do things like this I am letting you in on a not so secret secret of mine! lol. I joined a site called Listia [click link to go to page!] about two years ago. I have personally tested and used it sense. You can find just about ANYTHING on this site FOR FREE!!! Some items never used. 
This site uses a virtual credits instead of money. It uses an action system similar to Ebay. Once item is won the seller and buyer, so to speak, set up an arrangement for pick-up [if local] or shipment. Some item's do have free shipping, and some have "get it now" like "buy now" on Ebay. If you are a "seller" you would post an action with detals of the items, stating the shipment information, price, quality and condition. You can choose what to start you'r bid at and how many days you wish for the action to go on. Once the item is won and received, or after 7 days you will receive your credits and be able to bid on items you want. You start off with 500+ credits. I had the "+" because you can get badges like on the site Influnster I blogged about before. There are so many badges to be gained! You also can level up as you go, you will have feedback and be able to give feedback. Each badge and level has its perk and you can win credits from bidding even! give it a shot, its worth a try but very addictive!. YOU CAN SET UP A LISTIA WITH YOUR FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!


Pepsi Respect!

Pepsi Having Respect For The People

Ok, so people are now posting the "new" patriotic Pepsi can boycott. All because it has the Pledge of allegiance without the "under god" part displayed. They ask that people re-frame from purchasing Pepsi for the limited time that this can is on the market. Pepsi has done this out of respect for all people in all religions. Which, by the way, is there entire clientele. This post says that if they cant put "under god" on the can due to respect for others, then out of respect the money that says "in god we trust" shouldn't be used just for respect of the company. 
I, as a Wiccan American, love the fact that they do not state "under god", so does my atheist husband. However if they would have placed the "under god" part on the can I would have still purchased this product do to my love for Dr.Pepper. I don't believe that a few words should stop you from drinking a product nor keep you loving it. This "new" patriotic can isn't even new. It was released after 9/11. To show our country that we all stand as one, no matter our religion. 
Just had to say my peace. so friends who are on my Facebook. Do Not send me a post about this new can. I don't care to read it, or even see it. You will not, can not change my feelings about Pepsi products. I don't take medications so the only thing to help my migraine's is my caffeine drinks. 


British Love!

British Love!!!!

I have been noticing British flag's in every store I go to in the United States lately. It has become the "in" thing here. It seems this is a reoccurring event. What about those of us who have constant love for Britain? I have worn the British flag my whole life, I have always owned items with the flag on it, I married a British man, I used to by my clothing from Britain as a teenager. I never seen it as a fad. I follow all the news there and everything. 
Why the sudden love for the British I ask? Is it because the Olympics are going on? Or maybe because the "rocker" style is back "in" right now? I find it kinda disrespectful, the United States picks fun at the British in their t.v. shows and fights against their views but wants to support their flag? Have you really thought this threw??? I mean really? The British came to our land and made it what it is and you disrespect them. I for one am glad you can go to a store and purchase such items, only because that's who I am and who I always have been. 
When I was in middle school the skull fad had came out because of some damn song "party like a rock star". At that same time with me wearing my black polish [which later was the "in" thing] and my Tripp pants with spikes and dark make-up, people wanted to down on me. People need never pick fun at those like myself because it seems our style is a consistent "in" thing! 
If you have love for the British have Constant love for them, not just love when it's in style! How pathetic. 

Hi, I'm Meg Osborne [British last name] I have constant RESPECT and LOVE for the BRITISH people! I'm Polish, Irish, and Scottish! I have Japanese in my family as well as Cherokee Indian! I love who I am and respect all cultures! 


Holes and Hearts

Holes And Hearts

"music pierced my heart at conception" -Meg Massacre [Meg Crisis]

These are my men Casey and Riley I have supported them from the start and think very highly of them. Those of you whom know me in person hear me speak of them all the time, and even listen to their music. You all have seen the video of my daughter listening to their music to calm her down. Now it's time to tell you about them. Let the world know that HOLES AND HEARTS are taking over the hearts of millions! Their music is strong but their story is stronger! Be prepared to fall in love with them! 

At the young age of 2 months the doctors discovered a large hole in the heart of my dear friend Riley. Immediately he was taken for a life saving heart surgery to help to temporarily hold on till he could under go major surgery. At 10 months old the doctors finally decided to preform open heart surgery on Riley, however due to the location and size the doctors couldn't completely close the hole. Thus this is where the name HOLES AND HEARTS comes from.

 All of Holes And Hearts Music including their Debut CD, Singles and Remixes are Available for Free Download Now on HOLES AND HEARTS BandPage Tab on Facebook!

Founded in 2007
Record label is Mongrol Records
General Manager is Macek Management
Booking agent is Bill Macek
Current location is Las Vegas, NV
 Press Contact is Macekmgmt@gmail.com

In 2009 I was asked by HOLES AND HEARTS to draw something for their album, though I didn't have all the time I wanted to make something as perfect as them and their music I done so. and got recognition under my un-married nick-name of MEG MASSACRE. I am not working on another piece for my "little rocker dudes" [what I have called them till resent when I realized my boys are not men!]. Just for the hell and fun of it. More of a tattoo idea if you will. =] 

You can find them personally on facebook and their manager! you can also contact and speak with the boys as you please. Look them up on youtube and  watch interviews or even news reports. Listen to their music on Spotify. Get to know them and their music!